30 March 2010
Can someone tell me, why are there sooooooooo many people who's so damn freaking fucked-up?
grrrrrrrrrr!
And they think that they're fucking right and that they deserve to be treated nicely.
wtf?
I bet i can never get my 1k back at this rate.
What a jerk.
Damn it.
Some thing, some one, some body, some stuff, cheer me up please.
lol.
Left`alone
3/30/2010 06:48:00 PM™
29 March 2010
It's Monday and i'm feeling all energized!
No Monday blues.
heh heh heh.
And i'm surprised by myself, that i have actually saved 70+ bucks with that 'piggy bank' i have.
Seriously.
I am shocked when i counted.
Anyway, violin's fun.
I can play in a way that it doesn't sound like I'm killing chickens or pigs or risk having my windows shattered.
Now, what i need is a new bow, some practice scores, a set of strings just in case mine break, and a shoulder rest.
Left`alone
3/29/2010 11:42:00 AM™
26 March 2010
Completed reading the three novels below.
Damn i'm like a novel addict now.
Reading is a must for me before i go to sleep.
Not bad eh.
There's only one way to be cool - confidence.
=D
Cocktails!
Sem 4 timetable is out.
School will be starting on 5th April.
Time to find $$ for my textbooks again.
Haha.
I've been quite busy recently. Don't ask me what I'm up to. I won't tell.
Haha.
Anyway, i feel like picking up Japanese again.
Shouldn't let it go just like that.
And i gonna start researching about M'sia and plan for the trip there.
Anyone wanna go together?
This is gonna be fun.
Left`alone
3/26/2010 12:49:00 PM™
22 March 2010
有些事，是要逼自己去习惯。
快乐，因该也是这样逼出来的吧。
Somehow, i am forcing myself to move out of my comfort zone.
Moved, and now, in the process of doing so.
Exams are over, finally.
I shall be a better person from now on.
I shall lead a life that's more meaningful from now on.
I shall be good from now on.
I shall focus more on my future from now on.
I too, shall foget what it is like to love and be loved from now on.
Say byebye to love.
I feel so like a nun now.
not bad.
Left`alone
3/22/2010 06:19:00 PM™
21 March 2010
My current favourite, from my friendly neighbourhood bakery.
Haha.
damn yummy can!
Left`alone
3/21/2010 08:59:00 PM™
The kidnapper is no nice.
haha.
Not nice at all, imo.
Watched with Kevin and Liting.
And i just reached home from that.
Meet up with Clar for a chat before that.
That's all I did today,
of cuz, add in all those damn revision.
That's about it.
Monday's the day.
International Management.
I will defeat you!!!!!
lol.
As if.
Sunday is gloomy.......~
Left`alone
3/21/2010 02:47:00 AM™
19 March 2010
People,
let us enjoy this song together.
Gloomy Sunday.
Left`alone
3/19/2010 09:52:00 PM™
14 March 2010
and damn i'm feeling unwell too.
damn damn damn.
Left`alone
3/14/2010 11:26:00 AM™
My bear bear is naughty enough to do a somersault.
Serious speaking, i have no idea how it end up like this.
lol.
Somehow, i feel scared about the exams.
Maybe it's because of the pressures i gave myself, that I can't afford to not do well, especially after 'failing' my life once.
oh fuck.
Nobody understand a single shit.
Whatever.
Those things that i want in life, is not a thing of the future.
I'm already freaking 21 years old.
Not a kid anymore.
Can't just sit here and think that we shall leave it to the future.
Left`alone
3/14/2010 11:08:00 AM™
累了。
Left`alone
3/14/2010 12:21:00 AM™
13 March 2010
Actually, what i want are simple.
A place i can call my home, that i can truly relax and feel home.
My own transport so i can go anywhere at anytime.
A happy family, that belongs to me.
And someone to be there for me, to love and feel loved.
I don't crave for a career.
I don't crave for a successful or big career.
All the above is enough to make me happy for life.
But the first two require some money, so that explains the career part.
And the next two, are not up to me to decide.
Seems like it's difficult to achieve my sort of happiness.
So damn difficult.
Left`alone
3/13/2010 09:16:00 PM™
Went kbox with Clar today.
Had fun.
-
Somehow, whenever things get better for me, there'll be one stuff that will pull me down.
I have no idea what that stuff is.
It just happen.
Maybe afterall, i don't deserve to be happy.
well well.
Left`alone
3/13/2010 08:59:00 PM™
12 March 2010
My current read - Sushi For Beginners by Marian Keyes.
Nothing to do with sushi though. But it's really a good read.
Like the story of many lives, 3 maybe, in one.
Has completed reading this, The Gatecrasher.
I doubt it'll happen in Singapore. Haha.
It's about this lady crashing funerals in hope of meeting some rich guy and try to get a heafty sum of their fortune, and she really did so for a living.
Mums@Home.
Another many lives in one book, about how parents deal with their kids and they went to one another for advices, without knowing who the others were.
Not my first time reading novels by all these authors.
They're kinda good in their work actually.
Heh.
oh. shouldn't i be studying? ahhaha.
Left`alone
3/12/2010 03:51:00 PM™
10 March 2010
This is definitely killing me.
Argh.
Dear friends, if i din't reply you guys online, it just mean that I am trying super hard to study.
Haha.
Bear with me ah.
=X
Super stressed up.
Taking a breather and posting a short post.
Shall go relax a little now.
I think ah, at the end of this exam period, my weight will increase drastically.
lol.
Eat too much ah.
May the power.. to study.. be with me.
=)
Left`alone
3/10/2010 11:06:00 PM™
09 March 2010
Mayday, mayday~~
I need some help with domain and hosting stuff!
Help me, anyone?
Had IM presentation today.
Not bad la. Now have to study for exam.
EXAMS!!
This semester seem to be tough.
exams.. argh.
Don't know i have to camp at Mcd for how long this time round to study.
And i seriously need a decent camera,
and plenty of books on web design and etc.
Let's just hope that everything goes well.
Hope hope hope.
Left`alone
3/09/2010 10:59:00 PM™
07 March 2010
Thought you will give it some serious thoughts and repent, and do something to make things better.
But haha, what a joke.
I should have known that you won't.
Anyway, it's none of my business now.
Time to settle down and study hard, as well as continue with what I've planned.
Time to make some noise in the music scene too.
Have planned it out, and now it's time to execute it instead of just pure planning.
Thankyou my friends, for the support.
I will not let it die down like previously.
说到，做到。
=)
Left`alone
3/07/2010 07:54:00 PM™
Tired.
Went for "Alice in Wonderland" with Clarence today at Cathay.
It's a nice movie, seriously.
Or at least i think so.
Hatter's attractive.
lol.
Then Kevin came to meet us, and he brought with him his new creation.
I think that it's unique and nice la.
Partly because it contains ingredients that i eat.
We waited for Robin to reach and then went to walk around.
Had dinner at this Japanese restaurant that is totally CMI.
It's at 313 if i'm not wrong.
Totally wrong de lor.
I swear we'll never ever step into that place again.
NEVER!
Took bus back to Tampines with Kevin.
We chatted alot ah.
I'm lazy to put them into words.
lol.
But there's something i wanna say --> It's going to happen.
=D
Left`alone
3/07/2010 01:39:00 AM™
06 March 2010
Met Kevin and Clarence for dinner just now.
We went to the indian shop opposite my primary school, and something really really funny happened.
It's freaking funny!
haha.
The three of us went to watch 'Being Human' too.
Super local, their tactics and style.
But it's nice and funny,
and at the end of the day,
you'll bring some values back with you too, so that's not too bad.
A day well spent i suppose.
=)
Left`alone
3/06/2010 02:08:00 AM™
05 March 2010
Meet up with Lam just now for a short chat.
Cuz he's in my area and yea, very on the way.
Haha.
Anyway, it's good to have a chat with someone who you hasn't met for damn long.
Left`alone
3/05/2010 06:39:00 PM™
I think i should stop playing mahjong on facebook.
It's flooding my page.
LOL.
But but, to kill time mah! >.<
Now i have everything done, what lack's the most important one, and it is that important thing that matters the most. lol.
Only if I strike toto or 4D.
aHHahaha.
And Kevin was convincing me to try my luck the other day.
=.=''
Shall do things that are more productive today.
Let me think what i can do.
hmmm.
Left`alone
3/05/2010 11:51:00 AM™
04 March 2010
Guys who are un-gentleman are super big turn-off.
Left`alone
3/04/2010 12:03:00 AM™
03 March 2010
Lesson was fine yesterday.
Had dinner at McD and waited for Joel to come over.
We're meeting up for a chat.
Haha.
Not bad. Chatted till around 4am in the morning.
And damn I fell asleep at around 5am but woke up at around 9?
Far too noisy and bright.
3 more days of lesson and it's exams.
o.0
Left`alone
3/03/2010 01:30:00 PM™
02 March 2010
Lessons from Tues till Friday for this week,
and there's a presentation on Friday.
Initially there's only a lesson today and a presentation on Friday.
But suddenly, they all popped out.
So not good.
Left`alone
3/02/2010 10:59:00 AM™
01 March 2010
孤单，是一个人的狂欢。
-
Guess I've really changed alot recently.
I realise that I can be quite cheerful, and it's something that I din't know at all in the past.
Not even a single bit.
I'm amazed, by myself.
lol.
-
Suddenly i have this damn strong feeling.
I miss CO so much.
I miss performing.
I miss the stage.
and oh, I am craving for sushi.
again.
hahahaha.
Left`alone
3/01/2010 11:40:00 PM™
A brand new day = a brand new start.
Guess I cheered up pretty fast now.
lol.
Left`alone
3/01/2010 12:18:00 PM™
Cocktails!
lol.
Nothing to do with sushi though. But it's really a good read.
